Inútil...

Pois, inútil... Como sempre fui e sempre sou... Nunca quis saber, pensava "why should I care? I will die soon". Mas sempre de vez em quando dá me um ataque sobre isto. "what if I won't die soon? I won't have the guts to kill myself so... what will happen?" Meh, fico em baixo por um tempo e passa. Tudo passa. Mas agora tive esse ataque dois dias seguidos e tou a entrar em paranóia!
Gente inútil nao devia existir, certo? Gente que só faz mal aos outros não devia existir, certo? Gente que só dá trabalho aos outros não devia existir, certo? Certo, certo, certo!!!

I really thought I could heal you, wake you up from your despair and chase your demons far away but I couldn't even stay awake myself.

I hate you

Tell me what to think
When you look deep into my eyes
Do you begin to realize
That we're in misery?

I don't understand
It's such a mystery to me
and we agree to disagree,
'Cause we were never meant to be
and all I know is

I hate you
I think it's safe to say you hate me too
How did we ever get this fucked up point of view
Oh anyway, anyway
Well it's alright
Let you come over we can scream and fight
and in the end you wanna stay with me all night
and that's alright with me.

Everybody says
That I should stay away from you
and I know you're friends are too
But they don't have a clue.
Tell me why you think
We like to play the games we play
and say the evil things we say
and what we're doing here today together now 'cause I know

I hate you
I think it's safe to say you hate me too
How did we ever get this fucked up point of view
Oh anyway, anyway
Well it's alright
Let you come over we can scream and fight
and in the end you wanna stay with me all night
and that's alright with me.

Why you and I start to fight then you cry
Slam my door hit the lights
Happens every time.
I've got your fist in my face and you're all that I can taste
But I want for you to stay
It's all that I can suffer 'cause it sucks I hate when we break up
But it's part of making up and you know
That's the only time we agree
It's so easy to see

Tell me what to think
When you look deep into my eyes
and every time it's a surprise
That we're in misery

I hate you
I think it's safe to say you hate me too
How did we ever get this fucked up point of view
Oh anyway, anyway
Well it's alright
Let you come over we can scream and fight
and in the end you wanna stay with me all night
and that's alright
That's alright

I hate you
I think it's safe to say you hate me too
How did we ever get this fucked up point of view
Oh anyway, anyway
Well it's alright
Let you come over we can scream and fight
and in the end you wanna stay with me all night
and that's alright with me
That's alright

by Riddlin' Kids